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1983年,我出生于东北的一座小城。童年无忧,追着跑着并无特别记忆。2003年,到了上大学的年龄,换了一座城市,沈阳。几尺帆布,二三两画笔把我带到这离家不远的地方,开始了在鲁迅美术学院的绘画学习生活,生活好像从这儿开始逐渐清晰并慢了下来……在校四年的组成很简单,至于成为艺术家这样飘渺的梦啊,离得太远也懒得想。2007年,我毕业,仍愉悦十小小的成就感中,想着生活没准儿真就这么重复下去了,反正也能养活自己。可情绪在这进进出出的反复中日渐落寞,直到一天,我在反复进出的自己的画室门口停住,我看着那些重复的身影有一丝恐惧,安逸平静让我焦虑。我开始与自己对话,如果再选择呢?不久,便背着一个包,踏上开往北京的火车。
In 1983, I was born in a small town in the northeast. Childhood worry-free, chasing running and no special memory. In 2003, to the age of college, for a city, Shenyang. Few feet of canvas, two or three brushes took me to this place not far from home, began studying life in the painting at the Academy of Fine Arts in Lu Xun, life seems to gradually clear from here and slow down ... ... Four years of school composition Very simple, as the ethereal dream of artists ah, too lazy to think too far away. In 2007, I graduated, still happy ten little accomplishments, thinking life may not really repeat so, anyway, can also feed themselves. Emotions in this in and out of the repetition of increasingly lonely until one day, I repeatedly access out of his studio door stopped, I looked at those repeated traces of a trace of fear, ease and calm me anxiety. I started to talk to myself, if I choose? Shortly afterwards, carrying a bag, set foot on the train bound for Beijing.