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几年前,我患了抑郁性神经症,也就是严重的神经衰弱,经常心慌,甚至不能外出旅行。无助的感觉比病还难以忍受。大夫说,找你最感兴趣的事做。回家想大夫的话时,目光看到了桌上的一架小型旁轴全自动相机。没想到,它改变了我的拍摄方式,也改变了我的“病情”——从此迷恋于用小型相机关照吃饭睡觉等生活中原本最不经意的一些事情。对我来说,这是一种全新的尝试,是以自己男性的性别特征对情与色,欲望与死亡等生命意义上的问题的重新观看和感知。
A few years ago, I was suffering from depressive neurosis, that is, severe neurasthenia, and often palpable and could not even travel outside. Helpless feeling than unbearable disease. The doctor said, find what you are most interested in doing. When I was going home to think of the doctor, I saw a small paraxial fully automatic camera on the table. Unexpectedly, it changed my way of shooting and changed my “condition” - from being obsessed with some of the most unexpected things in life, such as eating and sleeping with a small camera. To me, this is a completely new attempt to reconsider and perceive life-style problems such as love and color, desire and death based on the gender characteristics of their own men.