曾经很烦母亲,暑假、寒假我总是爱去姑姑家度假,为的是离开母亲。后来我真的去了姑姑家。母亲十分孤单,爸爸天天不在家,他在一家小煤矿上班,由于离家远。总是十天半月才回来一次。此后,妈妈脸上的笑容少了,不是因为不高兴,而是因为不舍得我。我很愧疚,也很后悔, 妈妈,对不起,请原谅女儿以前的幼稚和不懂事。无意间看到妈妈的日记,那应该是她平生第一次写日记,语句混乱,但句句都显示出了她内心的焦虑和挣扎。那是我家最困难的岁月, I used to worry about my mother. I always love to go to my aunt’s vacation on summer vacation and winter vacation so as to leave my mother. Later I really went to my aunt’s house. The mother is very lonely. My father is not at home every day. He works in a small coal mine and is far from home. It’s always ten days and a half. Since then, my mother’s smile on her face was less, not because she was unhappy, but because she did not give me up. I am very embarrassed and regretful. Mom, I’m sorry, please forgive my daughter for being naive and ignorant. Inadvertently see her mother’s diary, it should be the first time she wrote a diary, statement confusion, but the sentence shows her inner anxiety and struggle. That was the most difficult time in my family.