现在,我手上的是一封长长的厚厚的读者来信,反复诉说着自己的消沉的心情。因为信太长,这里只好截取主要片段——我现在非常悲观厌世,活着好累好累……我现在正在补习,可是我根本就学不进去。本来我考上了一所专科,如果去的话就不会变成这个样子。想到父母含辛茹苦把自己养大,供自己读书,真的很不容易。妹妹都在外地打工,他们惟一的希望就是只要我争气……过去我不是这个样子。补习开始的时候,我还算得上用功,也关心学心。一切基本正常。可是现在的我却变成这样,从来没有过的绝望,从来没有过的厌世……我是不是成了病人了?我不想把这心理的绝症告诉任何人。可是高考的日子越来越近了,等待自己的结果不知是什么。我只能求助于您了,我该怎么办? Now I have a long and thick letter from my readers who repeatedly tell me about my depression. Because the letter is too long, here had to intercept the main fragment - I am now very pessimistic, alive and tired ... I am now tutoring, but I did not learn to go. I was admitted to a specialist, if you go there will not be like this. It is really not easy to think of my parents having hard time raising themselves and studying for themselves. My sister is working outside the field, their only hope is that as long as I live up to expectations ... ... I used to not like this. At the beginning of my tutoring, I was quite hardworking and concerned about my heart. Everything is normal. But now I have become like this, has never been desperate, never had the wearer world ... ... I was not a patient? I do not want to tell this psychological terminal illness to anyone. However, the days of college entrance examination getting closer, I do not know what the outcome is waiting for. I can only turn to you, what should I do?