1968年的秋天,我正经历着一个相当艰难的时期:继《白色专辑》后,甲壳虫乐队的成页正在筹备第二张专辑。但是这时,我们成员内部已经产生了很多问题,经常发生争执,我的才华也没有受到重视,我强烈感觉到甲壳虫乐队就快解散了,既失意又失落。为了避免这些烦人的纷争,我几乎是天天到酒吧里饮酒作乐,生活没有规律,工作也是一团糟,完全处于一种浑浑噩噩的状态。 In the fall of 1968, I was going through a rather difficult period: Following the White Album, the Beatles became the second album in preparation. However, at this time, many problems have arisen inside our members, frequent disputes, and my talent has not been taken seriously. I strongly feel that the Beatles soon dissolved and was both frustrated and lost. In order to avoid these annoying disputes, I almost every day to the pub drinking, no rules of life, work is a mess, completely in a state of unexamined.