在开展批评这个问题上,以往我总是先考虑个人得失,特别是每逢给领导同志提意见,一定要考虑得十分周到后再说。我认为自己出身于剥削阶级家庭,如果意见提得不恰当,说自己阶级观点不对头,这岂不是自找苦头?给比较进步的同志提意见,又恐怕提得不恰当了说自己是打击积极分子。因此,心里很矛盾。有时经过一段轰轰烈烈的政治运动,思想有了一 In criticizing this issue, in the past I always considered the personal gains and losses first. In particular, whenever I gave my opinion to the leading comrades, I must think very carefully before I say anything. I think that if I came from an exploiting class family and did not give proper opinion to my class, I would say that it is not self-seeking. To comrades with more progress, I am afraid that it is improper to say that I am fighting a pro-active molecular. Therefore, my heart is very contradictory. Sometimes after a period of vigorous political campaigns, there is one thought