那是一个遥远的过去,那是一个少年言志的年代,寻梦、学潮、革命……,然后,是一个运动接着一个运动……。随着时间的推移,从梦幻中醒来的我,已不再青春年华。此时的我,已是人到中年。 1978年11月,结束了八年下放基层锻炼的岁月,重新回到济南这个让我熟悉而又陌生的城市。这里的一切都在发生着变化。过去认为正确的,现在实践证明错了,许多熟悉的老朋友,有的已离开这座城市…… 1979年1月,我被分配到山东省文联美术家协会工作。也许是为了弥补过去荒废的几十年大好时光,也许是为了不虚此生,总想在有生之年拼搏一番,所以工作起来很玩命,有时为山东画家在全国大展中得了几块奖牌、出了多少人才而兴奋得睡不着觉,也有时为一些工作中的失利而困扰、失眼、懊丧。当时,根本顾不上自己搞创作。所以在美协工作的这十五六年里把画全都扔了。直到退下来之后,才又 It was a distant past, an era of juvenile dedication, dreams, tide of study, revolution ... and then a movement ... a movement .... As time goes on, I woke up from fantasy, is no longer young. At this point I, is middle-aged people. November 1978, the end of eight years of decentralization of grassroots exercises back to Jinan, this familiar to me and strange city. Everything is changing here. Something that used to be right was proved wrong now. Many familiar old friends and some of them have left the city ... In January 1979, I was assigned to work at the Literary Federation of Shandong Province. Perhaps it is to make up for the good old days of deserted decades, perhaps for the sake of a worthwhile life, and always want to fight hard for a lifetime, so it is very hard to work, sometimes for Shandong painters in the National Exhibition won a few medals, out How many talented people can not sleep in excitement, and sometimes troubled some of the defeat in the work, lost their eyes, depressed. At that time, simply did not attend to their own creative. Therefore, in the fifteen-six years of the ARATS work, all the paintings were thrown away. Until after the retreat, only then