文章写于1995年10月。那个时节,中国知识分子正在经历着一场空前大裂变,激烈的论争旷日持久。“两间余一卒,荷戟独彷徨”是那时张承志心境的一个缩影。作为争论一方的代表性人物,张承志对知识分子的思想状况和日下的世风,作了没有商量的批判,当然他也满身箭羽。然后,他踏上长途向大山投奔。“大自然,以前是向往和憧憬的对象,但今天是逃难的去处。远在围攻还没有兴起时,我就决定夏天之前,一 Written in October 1995. That time, Chinese intellectuals are experiencing an unprecedented fission, intense debate protracted. ”Two more than a pawn, Dutch Ji alone 徨“ ”is a microcosm of the state of mind at that time. As a representative figure on the other side of the debate, Zhang Chengzhi made no criticism of the ideological status of intellectuals and the worldly affairs of the world. Of course, he also covered the arrows. Then he set foot on the mountain to run. Nature was formerly the object of longing and longing, but today it is a place for refuge. As long as the siege has not yet risen, I decided that before summer one