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前不久在一次聚会上,邻座一位秀丽而富有才气的女孩叫周晓枫。席间她说要送我一本她的散文集,我给了她地址,并嘱咐她一定要签字。她笑笑说字写得不好还是别签了吧。果然三天之后,她的书寄来了。该书的名字《上帝的隐语》,收在北岳文艺出版社出版的先锋散文丛书中。为什么她要给自己起这样一个名字?看过此书之后,掩卷而思。像晓枫这种年纪的人们,的确跟我们四十岁以上的人不同。所有的苦难对他们来说都只不过是一场没完没了的“故事”。他们始终是自己的上帝,所以他们有他们自己表达情感、意识的隐语。而我们则一开始就不是自己的上帝。
Not long ago at a party, next to a beautiful and talented girl called Zhou Xiaofeng. She said she was going to send me a copy of her essay, I gave her address, and asked her to sign. She smiled and said badly written or not signed it. Really three days later, her book was sent. The book’s name “God’s hidden language”, received in Beiyue Literature and Art Publishing House Pioneer essays in the series. Why did she want to give her such a name? After reading this book, cover up and thinking. People like Xiaofeng are indeed different from those of us over 40 years of age. All suffering is nothing more than an endless story for them. They are always their own God, so they have their own self-expression of emotion, awareness of the language. And we are not our own God from the beginning.