由于父亲的离世,五月成为我生命中寒冷的季节。这是与气候无关的寒冷,却注定要影响我的一生。今后对寒冷的记忆,都将与父亲的离去有关。事实正是这样。送父亲离家的那一天,天气阴沉,冷雨飘洒。五月出现这样的天气非常少见。我不得不加了几件衣服,以抵御来自外界和内心的寒意。这是一次走向虚无的行程。行程这边是父亲没有生命的躯体,那边已成一抔可怜的骨灰。我双膝跪地,悲痛难抑,泪水顺 May became the cold season of my life due to my father’s death. This is a climate-free cold, but destined to affect my life. The future of the cold memory, will be related to the departure of his father. That’s exactly what happened. The day my father left home, the weather was gloomy and the rain drifted. This kind of weather is very rare in May. I had to add a few pieces of clothing to resist the chill from the outside world and from my heart. This is a journey to nothingness. Itinerary here is the father’s lifeless body, over there has become a poor pit of ashes. I kneel on my knees, grief, frustration