听到冰心先生去世的消息,重又落入母亲过世后的那种追悔。虽然我叫她“娘”,然而我对这个“娘”就像对自己的亲娘一样,心中有过多少未曾实现的许诺!这些年,我只顾沉溺于自己的伤痛,很少去看望这个疼我的人,说我自私也不为过。最后一次见到冰心先生,可能是九三年。出国前到医院去看望她,她比从前见老了,有点像母亲去世前那几年的样子,心中一阵不宁,可头脑还是非常清晰,我们谈了不少话,关于文学、 Heard the death of Mr. Bing Xin’s message, once again fall into the mother’s kind of regret after the death. Although I call her “Mother,” I am the same “Mother” as my own mother-in-law, and have promised many unrealized promises! In these years, I only indulged my pain and seldom visited this I hurt my people, that I am not selfish too much. Last time I met Mr. Bing Xin, probably in 1993. She went to the hospital before going abroad to see her. She was older than she used to be. It was a bit like the years before her mother’s death. Her mind was still restless and her mind was clear. We talked a lot about literature,