在我的小书房里,画笔和颜料散落在我周围。我在纸上用蓝色颜料涂上第一层,记得我的老师把这称为“底色”。我闭上眼睛,试着去想象我要画的东西。但是,我所能看到的只有巨大的黑洞,令人压抑的重重乌云如漩涡翻涌,仿佛要将我吞噬。我脑子里满是愤怒、恐惧、惊慌。 In my small study, brushes and paints scattered around me. I painted the first layer with blue pigments on paper, remembering what my teacher called this “background color.” I close my eyes and try to imagine what I want to draw. However, all I can see is a huge black hole. The pent-up turbulent dark clouds are like devouring me. My head is filled with anger, fear, panic.