原来的我,是个自命不凡的人。我认为,一个人总得有些小个性,这种个性与叛逆无关。我并不是希望别人一眼就觉得你是一个鹤立鸡群的人,而是觉得一个人必须有那么一点点值得自己骄傲的东西,让别人看到你就是你,而不是别的任何人。这便是我所渴望、所向往的。可是,那个“值得自己骄傲的东西”到底是什么,我很长时间都没有弄明白。在寻找那种“骄傲”的路上,我有时与初衷背道而驰、南辕北辙,性格上甚至生长出一种自命不凡的清高来。一个自命不凡的人总得做些“有意义”的事吧?于是我开始追求所谓 The original me, is a pretentious person. I think that a person always has some small personality, this character has nothing to do with treason. I do not want people to think you are a stand out man at a glance. Instead, I think one must have something proud of himself and let others see that you are you, and not anyone else. This is what I long for, longing for. However, that “What deserves to be proud of ” What is the end, I have not figured out for a long time. In the search for that kind of “pride”, I sometimes ran counter to my original intention, with a diametrically opposed principle and even a pretentious Qing Gao. A pretentious person has to do some “meaningful” thing? So I began to pursue the so-called