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最近,从澳大利亚回来,联络一些旧朋友,他们见了我都会问:“这些年,你干什么去了?”我说:“卖青春去了。”真的,我的大部分青春都是卖给了“土插队”和“洋插队”,漂泊在无声滑过的岁月里了。古人说:“青春卖与帝王家”,还为此愤愤不平,其实,他们大可不必如此,他们卖自己,还有个“帝王”可以卖,而我与我相似命运的这一代人,完全是糊里糊涂地卖掉了自己,卖给谁了都不知道。只知道年近不惑之年,还没一块归宿的土地,身前料峭,身后也料峭,竟不知依恋何方。我想我埋葬青春的地方,永远结不出属于生命的丰盛果实。
Recently, I came back from Australia and contacted some old friends. When they met, they asked me, “What have you been doing these years?” I said, “I’ve sold my youth.” Really, most of my youth is sold The “soil cut line” and “foreign cut line”, wandering in the silent years glided. The ancients said: “Youth sell and imperial family”, but also indignant at this, in fact, they need not be so big, they sell themselves, there is a “king” can sell, and I am similar to my fate of this generation, completely Is muddleheaded to sell themselves, sold to who do not know. Only know the year is not puzzled the year, not a home to the land, in front of a steep, behind the hesitant, actually do not know where to attach. I think I burial place of youth, never bear the supreme fruit of life.