“我从小跟着外婆长大,高考那年,外婆去世了,或许这就是命吧,我差十几分没考上大学。后来一家大型国企招工,我顺利通过招工考试,成了那家国企的一名正式工。那是份儿让很多人羡慕的工作,可我开心不起来。高考落榜成了我的一块心病,我晚上常常在梦中哭醒。为了圆大学梦,我报了自 "I grew up with my grandmother grew college entrance examination that year, my grandmother passed away, perhaps this is life, I almost did not get admitted to college .After a large state-owned enterprise recruitment, I passed the recruitment examination, became the state-owned enterprises A formal worker .That is a share of work envy a lot of people, but I’m not happy. Entrance to the exam became one of my heart disease, I often wake up in the night waking up.