我的父母支边到新疆建设兵团,从小我就在那种“天苍苍,野茫茫”的环境里长大。随着家境的不断好转,我的学习成绩却不断下降。我的依赖性很强,心里想着,读不读书都无所谓,只要父亲一句话,前途不成问题。于是上课时就专心作着我的“武侠梦”。上了初三,父亲知道了我的学习状况,与我进行了一次长谈。从小父亲的家境贫寒,三年自然灾害时,连饭也吃不饱,爷爷奶奶根本无法关心他的学习。作为长子,父亲在学习之余,还要帮助爷爷奶奶操持家务,但学习成绩却始终名列前茅。父亲告诉我:“学习是要靠自觉,一个人所要走的路是要 My parents supported the Xinjiang Construction Corps on the sidelines, and I grew up in the environment where “the sky is green and the wilderness”. As my family continued to improve, my academic performance continued to decline. My dependence was strong. I thought that it wouldn’t matter if I could read or not. As long as my father said a word, the future was not a problem. So when I was in class, I was devoted to my martial arts dream. On the third day, my father knew my study and had a long conversation with me. Since his father’s poor family and three years of natural disasters, he was unable to even eat enough food. His grandparents could not care about his studies. As the eldest son, while his father is learning, he also needs to help grandparents to perform housework, but his academic performance has always been at the top. My father told me: "Learning depends on self-consciousness. The way a person has to go is to