我无意之中落入这般境地。我无能耐,我是一个懦夫,我毫不害臊地这样责备着自己。而且我还要不知羞耻地说:我正惶恐不安,心乱如麻。我不知该怎么办,无计可施,只有等待,等待着电话或门铃的响声,等待着某一个人的到来。但我仍然弄不明白,怎么偏偏是我撞上这桩该死的事。这真不能算是我的过失,它有可能发生在任何人的身上……这事发生在今天上午,更确切地说是今天中午——都是因为天下着雨。要不是这场 I accidentally fell into this situation. I am incompetent, I am a coward, I blame myself so unselfishly. And I still need to say shamelessly: I am anxious and upset. I do not know what to do, do nothing, just wait, waiting for the phone or doorbell sound, waiting for the arrival of a person. But I still do not understand why it happened that I hit this damn thing. This really can not be my fault, it may happen to anyone who ... ... This happened this morning, more precisely, at noon today - all because of the world rains. This is not the case