很多年后,我仍然记得那个寒冷的冬天,我躺在白色的病床上绝望地看着窗外金黄的银杏树痴痴发呆,有时候会出现一缕阳光,带来一种干燥而尖锐的力量,就像半个月前医生用手术刀切开我化脓的阑尾,让我无从逃避。 Many years later, I still remember that cold winter. I was lying in a white bed desperately looking out at the golden ginkgo trees in the window and stupefied. Sometimes there was a ray of sunshine that brought a dry and sharp force. Just as the doctor used a scalpel to cut my appeasing appendix two weeks ago, I could not escape.