这不是一本论文集,也不是单纯的人物素描。我至今不知道自己在写着一种什么文体的著作。十几年前,当我还在读研究生的时候,便习惯于以这样的方式描述自己对文化的感受。记得在一篇文章中,我曾说过:我只会以自己的心,去体味生活,体味存在。支撑我的世界的,便是这种感觉。对已经过去或正在经历的学术与文化史,我能做到的,只有这些。 This is not a collection of essays, nor is it a mere sketching of characters. I still do not know what style of writing I was writing. More than a decade ago, while I was still studying for a graduate student, I was accustomed to describing my feelings about the culture in such a way. I remember in an article, I said: I will only my own heart, to appreciate the life, appreciate the existence. This feeling is what supports my world. The only thing I can do with the academic and cultural history that has passed or is going through.