你见过尸体被水泡胀的样子吗,如果没有,那不妨来看看我。虽然只是个有点夸张的比喻,但我现在的模样儿也跟这差不了多少。最近我的身体里多出个东西,将我原本的体型胀大了三倍不止,光是这样也就算了,可它能操控我的身体,让我做出种种违背我本意的事情。比如扭着我的臂,扯到几乎撕裂我身体的地步。比如逼着我挤过极其狭窄的地方,使我的皮肤上满是划痕。很多次,几乎害死了我。而我的高傲,绝不会容许自己受 Have you seen the body swollen by the water, if not, then take a look at me. Although only a little exaggerated metaphor, but I look like now is not much difference. Recently there was something extra in my body that inflated my original shape more than threefold. If so, I could manipulate my body and let me do something contrary to my intention. For example, twisted my arm, pulled almost tore my body. For example, forcing me to squeeze through extremely narrow places, leaving my skin full of scratches. Many times, almost killed me. And my arrogance, I will never allow myself to suffer