人到中年，伴随着岁月的流逝，先前发生过的事儿的影子有的已模糊暗淡了，而记忆中的那盏油灯总是那么亮。１９６９年初中毕业后，我在村里当了一名小学教师，后来教了初中。在那年代有过教师不认真备课、批改作业被认为是好样儿的荒唐事，而我对教改偏偏痴情，以至几次放弃了 Middle-aged people, with the passage of time, some of the shadow of the previous events have blurred and dim, and the memory of the lamp is always so bright. After graduating from junior high school in 1969, I became a primary school teacher in the village and later taught junior high school. In those days there were absurd things that teachers did not seriously prepare lessons and criticize, which I think was a good example. I gave up on infatuation and even gave up several times