我与朱老师保柱先生神交三十年,也曾在回顾自己写作历程的文章里几次谈到先生。朱老师来廊坊开会时也曾打听过我的消息,然而,我与先生至今也未曾谋面。三十年前,我被病魔缠身,那场病来得突然,来得凶猛,来得不明不白。有如当头棒喝,令我猝不及防。然而,更令我猝不及防的事还在后面等着我呢。十八个月死去活来之后,整个世界就都变了。所有的光明与美丽都躲进了无边黑暗之中,二十三岁的生命成了一张曝光的底片,我被扔到了生活的荒郊野外。 I and Mr. Zhu Baozhu Mr. God handed thirty years, but also in the article reviewing his writing history several times talked about Mr.. Mr. Zhu had also heard about my news during a meeting in Langfang. However, neither I nor my husband met yet. Thirty years ago, I was ridden with disease, that disease came suddenly, come fierce, unidentified. As a wake-up call, I caught off guard. However, what caught me off guard was still waiting for me. Eighteen months after death, the whole world has changed. All the light and beauty are hidden in the boundless darkness, the 23-year-old’s life became an exposed film, I was thrown into the wilderness of life.