读完季羡林大师随笔《赋得永久的悔》,感慨万千。大师以“不该离开故乡,离开母亲”为永久的悔。这“悔”让他感觉最深切、最真实、最难忘,因为它片刻也没离开大师的心。而我永久的悔是:我把妻子的工作弄丢了,致使她偏离了主流社会,让她这些年很不开心。话题要从八十年代末说起。那年,我和妻子高中毕业了,能考上大学者屈指可数。她家境贫寒,没有能力上自费大学,只有黯然落泪。后来,在她姐 After reading Ji Xianlin master essay “Fu made permanent regret,” filled with emotion. Master to “should not leave their hometown, leave their mother ” as a permanent regret. This “regret ” let him feel deepest, most real, most memorable, because it did not leave the master’s mind for a moment. And my permanent regret is: I lost my wife’s job, leaving her out of the mainstream society, so she was very unhappy these years. Talk about the topic from the late eighties. That year, my wife and I graduated from high school. Her poor family, unable to afford their own university, only sadly tears. Later, at her sister