十几年前的某个黄昏,我在左权县郊一个狭小的女生宿舍看一些厚厚的书。我在临窗的下铺斜倚着被子,窗口向北,窗外的阳光是一种奇异的黛灰色——因为我们学校邻近一家化肥厂,那巨大的烟囱中冒出的可疑化学色彩和辽州粗粝的北风混在一起,呈现出奇异颓败的后现代风格。此后多年,这景象一直在我脑海中挥之不去,那一片灰色的来自北方的阳光如此暗沉,与我想象的文 One evening ten years ago, I read some thick books in a small female dormitory on the outskirts of Zuquan. I was leaning against the quilt in the bunk of the window, north of the window, the sun outside the window was a strange Dai Gray - because our school is adjacent to a fertilizer plant, that huge chemical smoke in the chimney and Liaoxu Rough north wind mixed together, showing a strange and decadent post-modern style. Since then, this scene has been lingering in my mind, that a gray sun from the north so dull, and my imagination