自从我晋升正高没有通过后,日子就过得一塌糊涂。我已经连续报了3年了,都因种种原因没能通过,我感到好累,不想再报了。可是心里就是过不了这个坎,总想起这件事,特别是听不得别人提起这类的事,一听就心烦。最近女儿要出国,好多事堆到一起,作为一个单身母亲,我感到头脑好乱,觉也睡不好,有时急起来好 The days passed without any success since I was promoted. I have reported for three consecutive years, because of various reasons failed to pass, I feel tired, do not want to re-reported. But my heart is beyond this hurdle, always remembered this matter, especially not heard others mention such things, one upset. Recently, my daughter has to go abroad, so heaps of things come together. As a single mother, I feel confused and sleep well.