从不好变成好,是一个愉快又有动力的过程;而从好变得不那么好,却是一个让人不愿意面对的过程,而我就是害怕后者。从过去的一气呵成,到现在写作时的犹豫不决,写写停停,我不得不怀疑自己是否真的“江郎才尽”、“力不从心”,但我又常常给它以否定的回答。但是,我还是害怕。 Changing from bad to good is a pleasant and motivating process; from good to bad, it is a process that people do not want to face, and I am afraid of the latter. From the past indifference, to the indecision of writing now, writing and writing stopped, I had to doubt whether I really “excellence” and “powerless”, but I often give it a negative answer. However, I still fear.