我开始觉得混乱,于是我抱着枕头就睡……闭上眼睛的时候,我问自己究竟要做什么,话到喉咙却怎么也说不出口,我觉得胸口是大片大片的空洞。我看见金黄色的麦田中突然腾空的飞鸟,安静的山脉和天空中那一抹很清亮的蓝;我看见开往春天的最后一班地铁,阳光下随风飘着的白衬衫……我对 I started to feel confused, so I slept in my pillow... When I closed my eyes, I asked myself what I was going to do, and I couldn’t say how much I had to say to my throat. I think the chest was a large empty area. I saw birds flying suddenly in the golden wheat field, the quiet mountains and the clear blue in the sky; I saw the last subway bound for spring, the white shirt floating in the sunlight... I was right.