最近几年夏天我就一个人生活在诺弗勒,大量饮酒。到周末才有人来。一个星期,我就一个人住在一座大房子里,在这样的情况下,酗酒自有其涵义。饮酒使孤独发出声响,最后就让人除了酗酒之外别无所好。饮酒也不一定就是想死,不是。但没有想到自杀也就不可能去喝酒。靠酗酒活下去,那就是死亡近在咫尺地活着。狂饮之时,自戕也就防止了,因为有这样一个意念,人死了也就喝不成了。起初,我是逢有节庆日才喝酒,开始是喝几杯葡萄酒, In the summer of last few years I live alone in Noble, drinking heavily. Until the weekend someone came. In a week, I live alone in a big house, in which case alcoholism has its own meaning. Drinking makes a lone noise, and finally makes nothing but alcoholism. Drinking is not necessarily like death, no. However, it is impossible to drink alcohol without thinking of committing suicide. Live by alcoholism, that is death in close proximity alive. When drinking, self-esteem will be prevented, because there is such a concept, people die will not drink enough. At first, I drank every festive day and started with a few glasses of wine.