最早的一件事我记忆中最早的一件事,是提着家里唯一的热水瓶去公共食堂打开水。因为饥饿无力,失手将热水瓶打碎,我吓得要命,钻进草垛,一天没敢出来。傍晚的时候,我听到母亲呼唤我的乳名。我从草垛里钻出来,以为会受到打骂,但母亲没有打我也没有骂我,只是抚摸着我的头,口中发出长长的叹息。 The earliest thing I remember the earliest thing is carrying the only thermos at home to the public canteen to open the water. Because starvation weakness, missed the thermos broken, I was terrified, drilling haystack, did not dare to come out one day. In the evening, I heard my mother calling my name. I drilled out from the haystack, I thought I would be beaten, but my mother did not call me and did not scold me, just stroked my head, his mouth made a long sigh.