爸爸去世这件事,无论多久,想起来都会伤心。记得在爸爸去世前三天,我抱着琴去医院,给爸爸写歌,很自然,很真实。那天,爸爸已经不能说话了,但是笑着鼓励我,那时候,我知道亲情是多么有力量。那是我非常艰难的一段时间,以至于现在,我私底下都不能唱这首歌。之前,开死亡证明,守夜,穿寿衣,联系人,我都没有哭。最后真正崩溃的那一刻,是送他走,围着爸爸走一圈,那一刻,我把所有的痛苦都一次性释放 Dad died this matter, no matter how long, think of it will be sad. I remember three days before my father died, I took the piano to the hospital, wrote songs to my father, it is natural, very real. That day, my father could not speak, but encouraged me with a smile, then, I know how strong my affection is. It was a very difficult time for me so much so that now I can not sing this song in my private life. Before, open proof of death, vigil, wear shrouds, contacts, I did not cry. At the moment of the last real collapse, I sent him away and took a walk around my father. At that moment, I released all my pains in one go