就在那座厂房的水泥房顶边沿内侧,竟然长出一棵小树……现在想起来,高三补习那年,是我这一生最寂寞的时光。那时候的我,很寂寞,也很纤弱。作为一个补习生,我整天如过街老鼠般来去匆匆。可是老鼠至少还有一个洞可以躲藏,我却无处可逃。在学校,有老师的眼睛;在路上,有熟人的眼睛;在家里,有父母的眼睛。不能有开心的欢笑,不能尽情地畅谈,更不能用一大块时间去看小说和杂志。总之,除了背书、算题,一切有情趣的活动都会被定义为非法和堕落,甚而招致痛心疾首的呵斥。我好累,心累。我一天天消瘦下去,像一棵伶仃的秋竹,衣服变得越来越肥,同学们说我是个会走路的衣服架子。我厌极了课本,常常趴在课桌上望着窗外的蓝天,渴望自己就是那空中的白 Just inside the factory building cement roof edge, even grow a small tree ... Now think of it, the year of high school tutoring, is my lonely life most of the time. At that time, I was very lonely and very weak. As a cadet, I rushed across the street like a mouse all day. But at least one hole in the mouse can hide, but I can not escape. In school, there are teachers’ eyes; there are acquaintances’ eyes on the road; at home, there are parents’ eyes. Can not have fun laughter, can not talk freely, but can not use a large block of time to read novels and magazines. In short, everything except the endorsement, the calculation, and all the interesting activities will be defined as illegitimacy and depravity, which will even cause painful rebuke. I’m so tired, tired heart. I thin down day by day, like a lush autumn bamboo, the clothes become more and more fat, the students said I was a walking clothes rack. I am tired of textbooks, often lying on the desk looking out the window of the blue sky, longing for the sky is white