我没想到会在高考时败得那么惨,我的状态很好,还以为自己考得不错,但分数出来时,我却是欲哭无泪。看着身边那些考得好的同学,看着他们灿烂如花的笑脸,我真希望把他们扔到撒哈拉大沙漠去,或是自己挖个地洞躲起来。我木然地坐在床上,头脑一片空白。我想不明白,为什么只考了那点分?我一天一夜没吃饭,连门也没出,绝望得就想结束此生。见我如此消沉,在劝了几次无效后,父亲终于动怒了。他情绪激动地骂我,说我不争气,问我这样要死要活的是做给谁看。而我心里堵得慌,口不择言地和他 I did not expect to be so miserable in the college entrance examination, my condition is good, I thought I had a good test, but the score came out, I was crying without tears. Looked around those well-tested classmates, looking at their brilliant smile, I really want to throw them into the Sahara Desert, or dig their own holes to hide. I am like sitting in bed, mind blank. I do not understand, why only test the points? I did not eat all day long, even the door did not come out, desperation had wanted to end this life. See me so depressed, persuaded several invalid, his father finally angry. He scolded me emotionally, saying I was disappointing and asked me to do what I wanted to do to survive. And my heart clogged, I spoke with him