夜里梦见小方,突然就睡不着了,辗转反侧,难以入眠,脑子里全是他的影子,身材消瘦,面容清癯,目光抑郁。心里惦记着,不知道他现在怎么样了。我和小方认识应该超过20年了。机缘很巧合,20年前,孩子还在上幼儿园,幼儿园在市中心一条宽敞的马路边上,离我供职的单位不远。平时接送孩子是他妈的任务,偶尔遇上她有事,才轮到我去接。有一天我去接孩子,记错了时间,去早了,没事可干,便信步走到附近一家书店去逛逛。书店在楼 Dream of small parties at night, suddenly could not sleep, tossing and turning, difficult to sleep, his mind full of his shadow, body weight loss, clear face, eyes depressed. Mind mind, do not know how he is now. I know more than 20 years with small parties. The chance was very coincidental. Twenty years ago, the child was still in kindergarten. A nursery school was not far from the unit where I worked for a spacious road in the city center. Usually pick and place the child is a fucking task, and occasionally encounter her something, it is my turn to pick up. One day I pick up the child, remember the wrong time, go early, nothing can be done, they walked to a nearby bookstore to stroll. Bookstore in the floor