1从少年开始一直到大学毕业参加工作,这种感觉一直很强烈。拒绝回家,拒绝与梅姐只言片语。除非是必说不可的话,否则一律用嗯、啊来代替。席小雯不愿意这样与梅姐相处,但她也不知道为什么,在一起的日子就成了这样。隔段时间,在外面久了,就想回家,非常想的那种。回家后,又总是有一种无形的东西像影子一样隔在她与梅姐面前,之后,那种想回家的感觉荡然无存,取而代之的是压抑,烦躁,甚至莫名其妙地想发火。在逃离以前, It has been a strong feeling since youngsters started graduating from college to work. Refused to go home, refused to say something with Mei sister. Unless it is necessary to say, otherwise all with ah, ah instead. Xi Xiaowen do not want to get along with Mei sister, but she did not know why, together with the day has become like this. Every other time, outside for a long time, wanted to go home, very much like the kind. After returning home, there is always an invisible thing like a shadow in front of her and Mei-Ssu. After that, the feeling of wanting to go home disappears, replaced by depression, irritability, and even somehow want to get angry. Before fleeing,