我觉得我很漂亮,是从我的初恋认为我漂亮开始的。我和他都很清楚我长得并不好看,他因为喜欢我而认为我好看,我因为喜欢他而爱屋及乌地觉得我好看。那时候的我是一个特别自卑、矫情、拧巴的女青年,他第一次说“你真好看”的时候,我感觉他是在讽刺我。那时我们还没正式恋爱。许多女人对自己的外表要求十分严格,一点赘肉不能有,多吃了几 I think I am very beautiful, is from my first love think I am beautiful. Both I and he knew perfectly well that I did not look good. He thought I was good because I loved him. I loved him and loved him because I liked him. At that time, I was a young woman who was particularly self-esteemed, hypocritical and twisted. When he said for the first time “You’re so beautiful,” I feel he is satirizing me. At that time we have not formally fell in love. Many women are very strict on their appearance, a little fat can not have, eat more