2016年4月29日清晨,我打开手机,满屏都是陈忠实去世的消息。陈忠实是我敬重的作家,他的《白鹿原》不仅使我受到强烈的震撼,而且改变了我对中国近现代历史的看法。现在想起来,当年读罢《白鹿原》真有一种“冷水浇背,当头一棒,一旦尽失其故垒,惘惘然不知所从事,且惊且喜,且怨且艾,且疑且惧”的感觉。他把中国现代文学从阶级斗争的历史叙 On the morning of April 29, 2016, I turned on my cell phone and full screen was the news of Chen’s true death. Chen Zhongshi is a writer whom I respect. His “White Deer Plain” not only shocked me strongly, but also changed my view on the modern history of China. Now I think of it, when reading the “White Deer Plain,” there is really a kind of "cold water pouring back and taking the plunge. Once it has lost its base, I do not know what I am doing. I am scared and happy. a feeling of. He described Chinese modern literature from the history of class struggle