如今，一想起她，我内心深处便惶恐不安，更确切地说是内疚。二十年后的她在哪里？她还是那么文静吗？ 下乡的第一天，生产队领导宰了一只羊款待我们这些来自四面八方的陌生知青。同学们吃得正来劲，老户长发现少了一位知青。于是，几个同学四处寻找。当时，我忽然发现她在一棵 Now, when I think of her, I feel uneasy in my heart, or rather guilty. Where is she after twenty years? Is she still quiet? On the first day of going to the countryside, the leader of the production team slaughtered a sheep and treated us strange young educators from all walks of life. Students are eating hard, the older generation found a less educated youth. So, several students looking around. At that time, I suddenly found her in a tree