1954年2月，妈妈已经去北京治病。陪妈妈去北京看病的有吴茵和黄晨,还有我的奶妈。妈妈刚住院时,因为精神受到刺激,每天哭泣,经常不吃不喝。不久环境又使她发展到突然间会尖声冷笑起来,并开始打人了,而且只打女的,这不难反映出,在妈妈的认知中所谓给她带来不幸或她称之谓“有恶 In February 1954, her mother had gone to Beijing for medical treatment. There are Wu Yin and Huang Chen with my mother who went to see a doctor in Beijing, and my nanny. When her mother was hospitalized, she was crying everyday because she was stimulated. She often did not eat or drink. Soon after the environment has brought her to a sudden squeak and sneer, and began beating, but only playing the female, it is not difficult to reflect that in the mother’s perception of so-called unfortunate to her or what she called "Evil