我16岁到安徽省东至县东流镇读高中,对一个20世纪70年代初出生的农村孩子来说,这是一件很荣耀的事情。在高中的几年里,我成了村里人关注的对象,内心默默地憋了一股劲儿。高三下学期,大考前的气氛就如被漫天的乌云笼罩着,空气也仿佛凝滞了。一向很少来学校的父亲,不时地来看我,带些菱角菜、煎辣椒炸的熏鱼之类,也带 When I was 16, I went to high school in Dongliu Town, Dongzhi County, Anhui Province. It was a very honorable thing for a rural child born in the early 1970s. In high school for a few years, I became the object of attention of the village people, silently holding back a force. Third semester, the atmosphere before the exam as if covered with dark clouds, the air seems to be stagnant. My father, who has been coming to school rarely, comes to see me from time to time, brings some water chestnuts, fried smoked fish with fried peppers and the like