我曾经幻想,有一天在上海之外的某一个地方,在下午宁静的阳光中,全然以回忆的方式书写那个人声鼎沸的上海。如今,这种幻想已经荡然无存,因为我逐渐地明白,我一直就在上海之外的某个地方,比任何地理上的位置更远,由时间以我所不自知的方式令我无穷地思念它,而缓慢地失去对上海的触觉。 I once imagined that one day in a place outside of Shanghai, in the quiet afternoon sun, she will write that glamorous Shanghai full of memories. Now, this illusion has vanished because I gradually understand that I have been somewhere beyond Shanghai, farther than any geographical location, by the time I do not know how to make me infinite Miss it, and slowly lose touch with Shanghai.