在我的印象里,父亲永远都是一副笑脸。空闲时,浇浇花,喂喂鱼;繁忙时,乐呵呵,笑吟吟,很是自在。中考那年,正是我秣马厉兵、跃跃欲试的关键时刻,母亲却被查出癌症晚期。随着病痛加剧,母亲不堪其苦,常常是疼到极点便寻死觅活,痛不欲生。在这期间,父亲到底承受了多少,压力有多大,内心有多悲苦,只有他自己知道,他什么都不告诉我。问他“妈妈什么病”“情况如何”的时候,他只是微笑着说:“没事没事,就是贫血,保养一 In my impression, my father is always a smile. Idle, watering flowers, feeding fish; busy, laughed, smiling, very comfortable. In the senior high school entrance examination that year, it is my maneuver, the critical moment of eagerness, the mother was found in advanced cancer. With the aggravation of the illness, the mother can not stand the pain. She often hurts and hunts for her when it hurts. In the meantime, how much father was under pressure, how much pressure, and how sad he was? Only he knew he did not tell me anything. Asked him ”Mom ’s disease “ ”situation “, he just smiled and said: ”nothing is nothing, is anemia, maintenance of a