近年来,你内心的负疚与自责愈加深重,对父亲。当衰老和疾病像毒蛇般缠绕着日渐年迈的父亲时,负疚与自责也像毒蛇一样盘踞在你的心底。你频繁地往返于流浪的城市与居住着双亲的家山之间,试图消减负疚与自责。相逢的喜气和亲热使负疚与自责得到短暂的稀释和解放,但,离别的不舍和泪眼却让负疚与自责更加浓稠和厚重。当年,父亲将你义无反顾、锲而不舍地送出贫瘠的山乡撵向繁华的城市,是满含着期许和希冀的,等待着你对他生命的超越与补救,然而,你却重演了父亲的失 In recent years, your inner guilt and self-blame have become even more serious for your father. When aging and sickness entangle their aging father like a poisonous snake, guilt and blame are entrenched in your heart like a poisonous snake. You frequently travel between wandering cities and home-dwelling mountains, attempting to diminish guilt and self-blame. The festivity and intimacy of reunion made the guilt and remorse short-term dilution and liberation, but parting displeasure and tearful eyes made the guilt and remorse more thick and heavy. That year, my father gave you no hesitation and perseverance sent the barren hills and towns to prosperous cities, full of hope and hope, waiting for you to surpass and remedy his life, however, you repeated his father’s loss