一树才四岁丧母。像田间的瓜果一样,他自自然然地长大,也不觉有何欠缺。十四岁,临近高中毕业时,“有一日,念及身世,忽大恸,猛然发现自己失去母亲原来已有这么多年!在此之前,我是敏感而不知愁的农村孩子,玩着玩着就长大了,无病无灾。我把这大恸理解为人生第一次悟:知人生的底色是悲苦了,照亮它的正是儿时丧母却又不自知这一事实。没有这一悟,我就不会去下决心考大学。” A tree was only four years old mother. Like the fruits of the field, he grew up naturally and did not feel any lack of it. At the age of fourteen, near high school, "One day, I read about my life experience and suddenly found myself losing my mother for so many years! Prior to that, I was a sensitive and unforgiving rural child playing and playing Growing up, disease-free and disaster-free .I understand this as a first life enlightenment: that the background of life is sad, it is the childhood to light it, but do not know this In fact, without this awareness, I will not go to determination to go to university.