总觉得今年的夏天太漫长,而且影响了我的心情,本以为自己可以永远乐观向上,永远坚强,可是,有些时候,悲观像水草疯长,止都止不住,绝望、不安、空虚、无奈,那么多消极的字眼,挡都挡不住,真想好好地痛哭一场,可是,欲哭无泪,水汽在眼中凝结、成滴,却怎么也落不下来,想发泄都不行。 I always feel that the summer of this year is too long, and my mood is affected. I thought I could always be optimistic and always be strong. However, there are times when pessimism is like an aquatic plant growing so fast that it can not stop, despair, anxiety, emptiness, helplessness, So many negative words, block all can not stop, really want to cry well, but tears, water condensation in the eyes, into a drop, but how come down, want to vent will not work.