一次特殊的采访,却出现一个意想不到的结果。残酷的现实撕去了我虚伪的坚强,我陷入了灭顶般的绝望。人,原来如此脆弱,不堪一击!一颗好端端的心脏,为什么会坏到这般地步?在生死面前,我写下两封遗书,一封是写给先生,一封是写给自己。给自己只写了几句话:“上帝给了你如此坎坷而丰富的人生,你没有把它留下就走了,太遗憾了。你不能死,一定要挺过这场生死大劫!”我的命运不济,所以一辈子都向该死的命运苦苦地抗争着。2003年11月6日,我的人生更是跌到 A special interview, but there was an unexpected result. Cruel reality tearing my hypocritical strong, I fell into despair. People, the original so fragile, vulnerable! A good end of the heart, why would such a bad step? In life and death, I wrote two suicide note, one is written for Mr. one is for himself. Only write a few words to myself: “God gave you so rough and rich life, you did not leave it left, too sorry .You can not die, we must survive this life and death robbery! ”My fate is not good, so all my life to the damn destiny struggled bitterly. November 6, 2003, my life falls even more