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1我是手术过后直接住进第五病室18床的。医生们说的话,我都明白,但是我装出迷糊的样子。我必须迷糊。甚至想死了更好。活着,要找什么样的借口来说我手术了呢。为什么手术?为什么?答案明摆着的,在那儿,心惊肉跳的答案。本来私密的生活,我已经告诉医生了。我看见那个年近半百的女医生,瞪圆了她的眼珠子:“什么,什么?”她连问了两句,然后说:“不可能,你必须说实话,为了挽救你的生命,必须说。”天,为什么人在过那道生死坎的时候,总要往回走呢。韦京和医生说实话的时候,我真昏迷了,急昏的。手术醒来的时候,我听到一个小护士在叫:“妈呀,不会
1 I am admitted to the fifth ward 18 beds directly after surgery. The doctors said, I understand, but I put on a confused look. I must be confused. Even want to die better. Alive, what kind of excuse to find for my surgery yet. Why surgery? Why? The answer is obvious, there, scared answer. Originally private life, I have told the doctor. I saw that nearly half a year’s female doctor, round her eyes: ”What, what? “ She asked a few words, and then said: ”Impossible, you have to be honest, in order to save you Life must be said. “Heaven, why people always go back when it came to life and death. Wei Jing and the doctor to be honest, I really coma, stunned. When the surgery woke up, I heard a little nurse calling: ”Damn, no