我羡慕过食堂的职工,羡慕过来收垃圾的阿姨,羡慕过门外骑三轮的大叔,羡慕所有我能看到的拥有“自由身”的人他们不用连在宿舍喝口水都要打报告,不会连在烈日下拔草能坐在地上都成为奢望,我想过放弃,甚至想过逃跑我还是一个懵懂的小女孩时,我就有一个梦,梦恕着像哥哥一样,穿上绿军装。但是这个梦到底在哪里,我却不得而知。或许在霓虹初上的繁华都市,或许在人烟稀少的落寞村庄,或许在虎穴龙潭的缉毒一线,也或许在与歌舞结伴的艺术军旅。直到2005年夏天,带着无限的憧憬,我走进了陌生的边防。报到那天,还没来得及整理行李,我们便在女班长“严厉”的命令声中奔下六楼集合开饭。饭后不是回到宿舍 I admire the canteen workers, envy over the trash aunt, envy the uncle riding outside the third round, envy all I can see who have “free” They do not even have to drink saliva in the dorm to play the report , Will not even be able to sit on the ground in the hot sun have become extravagant, I have thought to give up, or even thought I had to run away escape a little girl, I have a dream, dreams like brother, like to put on Green uniform. But I do not know where this dream is. Perhaps in neon downtown, perhaps in sparsely populated villages, perhaps in the first instance of the anti-narcotics in the tiger hole Longtan, may also be in the art of military accomplices with song and dance. Until the summer of 2005, with infinite vision, I went into a strange border. On the day I checked in, I had not had time to pack my luggage, and we ran to the sixth floor for a set meal at the “Stern” command of the female squad. Not after dinner back to the dormitory