小米老师: 您好!初三毕业后,能够上重点高中的我为了逃避高考而选择了师范学校,决心在师范学校里闯出一些名堂。可事与愿违,我选择的这所学校里有许多和我情况相似的同学,我的入学成绩在班里只排到第四名。更不巧的是我们班的前八名都分在同一宿舍,为了不让别人把我当成竞争目标,没有社会经验的我就采取了欺骗的方式。我常把自己伪装起来,在舍友面前把自已说的如何如何的不好。久而久之,我发现宿舍里有一个人跟我一样虚伪,我们俩成了“不共戴天”的对手。虽然在别人面前我们是好朋友,但在我们心里都嫉妒、敌视着对方。上课的时候,我们时常偷看对方,看对方是否在认真听讲,而且装作不专心的样子麻痹对方;在宿舍里,我们即使心里想着要学习,也故意装作不在意的样子。我发现只要我一学习,她就不高兴,立刻也爬上床去学习;在师范学校,除了学习成绩,综合能力的培养也很重要,那就要多参加活动,可是每次争取机会的时候,她都盯着我,于是我放弃了好多机会。其实不只这些,在平时生活中,我做什么事都会顾虑她,因为她实在是很强、很聪明、也很敏感,我跟她相比,总是以失败告终。就这样一年多过去了,我一直生活在这种环 Xiaomi Teacher: Hello! After graduating from the third year of junior high school, I chose a normal school in order to evade the college entrance examination and decided to make some famous schools. Can be counterproductive, I chose this school there are many students and my situation is similar to my school enrollment scores only ranked fourth in the class. What is more unfortunate is that the top eight of our class are all located in the same dormitory. In order not to let others use me as a competitive goal, I have taken deception without social experience. I often disguised myself and asked myself how bad it was to say to my roommate. Over time, I discovered that one of the dorms was as hypocritical as I was, and we both became opponents of “unity”. Although we are good friends in front of others, we are envious of each other and hostile to each other. In class, we often peek at each other to see if the other person is listening carefully and pretending to be inattentive while paralyzing each other; in the dorms, even if we were thinking of learning, we deliberately pretend to be careless. I discovered that as soon as I study, she is not happy. She immediately climbs to bed to study. In normal schools, in addition to academic achievement, the cultivation of comprehensive abilities is also very important, so we must participate in more activities, but every time we fight for opportunities, She stared at me, so I gave up a lot of opportunities. In fact, not only these, in my daily life, I will worry about her because she is really strong, smart, and sensitive. I always end up with failure compared to her. It’s been over a year and I’ve been living in this ring