做晚饭前,把阿多抱给外婆,推门进去,看见我妈正抹眼泪。两年前的那个六月,过了端午节第二天,姥爷离开了。我冲进病房,看见他那么平静,前一天他还硬撑着坐起来,让护工喂他吃饭,他坐在书桌前,身躯嶙峋,却显得体面而有尊严。今天又是父亲节,对我妈来说,爸爸成了永诀的称谓,对我而言,姥爷一词亦定格为永恒。这彻入心底的痛,随着时间的推移,渐渐浸入骨髓。最初,并没有真正意识到他的离去,每次回去看姥姥, Before dinner, take Ado to her grandmother, push the door in, and see my mother wiping his tears. Two years ago in June, the second day after the Dragon Boat Festival, Grandpa left. I burst into the ward, saw him so calm, the day before he was still stiff propped up to allow nursing workers fed him to eat, he sat at the desk, his body sluggish, but decent and dignified. Today is Father’s Day, to my mom, my father became the title of Yongjue. For me, the term Grandpa is also set to be eternal. This penetrating pain, as time goes by, gradually immersed in bone marrow. Initially, did not really aware of his departure, every time I go back to see grandma,