我不是一个坚定的唯物主义者,对于自然始终存着一份万物有灵的谦卑之心,对于“广袤”、“无垠”、“永恒”之类的字眼天生怀有一种热情的恐惧感,这看起来似乎有些矛盾,也许恰恰是孤独和渺小带来的自由和无畏吸引了我,从这个角度讲,我又是一个勇敢的人。缘分就是一种不能解释的玄妙,玄而又玄的情结可以对人亦可对物,可以对过去也可以对未来。未曾亲见却好像已经颇为熟识的感觉,不能不说是一种天然的缘分,就好比对于张爱玲隔着 I am not a firm materialist, and always have a soulful humble heart for nature, and I am born with words like “vastness”, “infinite”, “eternal” Passion for fear, which may seem paradoxical, may be precisely the loneliness and insignificance of loneliness that drew me. From this perspective, I am a brave man. Fate is a kind of mysterious can not be explained, mysterious and profound complex can be object to people, you can be the past can also be to the future. Have not seen it, but it seems to have quite familiar feeling, can not be said to be a natural fate, just like for Eileen Chang across